Day 115
Nov. 22

I did it! I finally joined the rest of the world and got naked in the gym! Alright maybe the rest of the world doesn’t get naked in the locker room but it feels like they do and let me tell you, I felt like a total dork being embarrassed and hiding in the changing room. I’m not sure how it happened. Either I was distracted with a million things going through my head or the changing booths were full or it was a combination of both, but I just took a deep breath and stripped in front of my locker. Now, I’m not saying I dance around or anything but I did get the job done. I took off clothes, I stood naked for five seconds while I frantically searched for clean socks and underwear, I tried to keep myself from wondering who was looking at me, and I put on new clothes. Case closed. End of story. Not the most exciting moment ever but I was a little proud of myself. I am hung up on my own nudity and hate being naked around anyone. But today I had just had enough. It was a bold move for me-not pole dancing bold-but gutsy nonetheless. Just wanted to share.